As I Recollect

A collection of recollections

03 May 2006

Hiding amidst the fuchsias (late 1960s/early 1970s)

This is one of my most vivid recurring memories. It is also one of my earliest. I don't really know how old I was, old enough to ride a bike with training wheels, at least. My dad must have been away for work, because he doesn't figure at all. My mom was at work or away for the day and Andrés and I were being cared for by the neighbor up the street with the ouchy door. (It was all rough, with sharp bumps, and their doorbell didn't work, so you had to knock. I hated that!)

I had borrowed one of her kids' bike (with training wheels, I'm pretty sure) and was riding around on the sidewalk by myself. Everyone else had gone inside. When I was done, and as I was lugging the bike up the stairs to the front porch, I knocked over a potted plant that was sitting on one of the steps and it fell onto the ground, breaking the pot. I got really scared and left the bike on the porch (I think) and ran home. Everybody was out, of course, but I guess I just felt safer there. So I went along the path round the side of the house, which was bordered by lots of fuchsia plants and sort of hid and waited.

My mother doesn't remember this at all. I've never asked Andrés, maybe I should. I don't know what happened after this, whether I waited until my mom came home or if the neighbor came looking for me. It's such a powerful memory, I can remember exactly what it was like to feel so afraid and helpless and not know what to do.

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2 Comments:

Blogger Jon Myers said...

I love the idea of this blog. It has inspired some reveries of my own including one from the late 1970s which involves a memory of a memory. I remember being in the kitchen of a house I shared with three - five other students (it was that kind of house). I was making toast on the grill of this ancient stove (having ingested some pieces of blotting paper with interesting designs on them). I must have made at least a loaf's worth of buttery toast. While I was doing this I had a vivid feeling of being back in the kitchen of my childhood home while my mother was making toast for me. I felt flooded with a happiness that I had not felt at that later time in my life for a long while. Which reminds me of another trip I took - this is such a neat idea, Ned. Thanks.

May 04, 2006 5:28 AM  
Blogger Ned said...

What a wonderful memory! I love this, it's such fun seeing what links appear.

May 04, 2006 6:15 PM  

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